Not Just Another LoveSong

i have a million things on my mind because it seems as if a million things have happened to me--last week most especially. I want to blog about it just so my tired brain cells can breathe but I'm not really sure I know how to put these thoughts into words just yet. I have good/ nice stories to tell.. some not too bad.. most stories sad..

I haven't been sleeping much again. Last year, it was mainly because I was going through a rough transition period. The difference being that this time around, I'm not too sure why. I don't think it's sadness or loneliness although i'm pretty sure I'm not happy--not unhappy either but just not happy. I'm floating through each day again. My head isn't properly screwed on but I get by with a little help from my friends--alkies and then some! Hahaha :9

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I had a fun weekend but I don't have the pictures to show for it yet. It's been so long since I went out of town for something other than work and I'm looking forward to a pending beach trip at the end of May. (Jammy, we can't not go!!! Book so there's no turning back!) Can't wait! God knows I deserve a break! :p

Everything should've been simple and normal but now, I have yet another something to (not) to think about. What do I keep getting myself into?!!!

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There's no other day but today.. No other way to say it but this way..

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything last night or maybe you didn't really understand what I was trying to say.. While the feelings--my feelings--have long passed, I just felt a strong urge to still let you know. Sorry if you think that maybe I shouldn't have, the last thing I want is for things to be weird between us, especially now that you're "back from the dead". It's important for me that you know that in my darkest of moments, you were my first light of day..

I wish you luck.. I wish you happiness (all over) and sadness never-here..I wish you love..And if I may do a Julia in "My Best Friend's Wedding", this is on loan until you find your own.. :)

CATCH ME
In Vino

You were always there
Standing right in front of me
My heart could somehow feel
What my eyes just could not see
That you could be the one for me
And now as I look at you,
I wear a different smile
Cos' I'm feeling something
Growing deep inside

REFRAIN:
Catch me, I'm falling for you
Wish I knew what it was I'm suppsoed to do
Catch me, I'm falling for you
Wish you'd say you feel the same way too
My heart skips a beat whenever you're around
Catch me cos' I'm falling too fast
(Cos' I've fallen for you)

You saw me through
All my hurt and all my pain
And with one look
My tears magically disappear
Oh help me please, I don't understand
How it's your face
That lingers in my dreams
And now I'm feeling something
Growing deep inside

BRIDGE:
Call me a fool for feeling this way
It crept up behind me
And now I can't escape