Ignite my Bones and Fix Me

I can't quite explain what's going on inside my head. I'm dazed and confused and a million and one thoughts keep spinning around. My world's turning upside down and inside out. I can't seem to grab a hold of myself. I'm not on solid ground.

It caught me off-guard. I thought I was numb. Is this for real? Is my mind playing tricks on me?

I don't want this. Not now. I'm not ready. Not yet. I'm not sane. But I want to be..I will be..Someday..Soon..

Will you come and fix me..?

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Fix You
Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

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Jammy, this is just a minor glitch in the system but you know that you're where you're supposed to be.. and that's nowhere near him. We love you! We're here.. (huuuuugs and kisses)