Round & Round
It's been over a year since my "rebirth" and I know for a fact that I've come to terms with all that's happened to me in the past--even if sans the tears. I know that it is only but fitting to mourn the loss of someone, especially if that person meant more than the world to you but in this case..I suppose, it just wasn't necessary. There are so many other things to cry over..
In a span of one year, I feel that I've gone full-circle. At about this same time last year, while it was liberating, I went through a rollercoaster of emotions (and weight loss and gain..haha) which I felt would never stop. I've obviously gotten on a different ride but somehow it still feels like a rollercoaster just the same.
I've met a bevvy of personalities this year. Some just came and went. Others are still around, lingering in the background and popping up when I least expect them to. Others have been a constant presence in my life--for which I am truly and eternally grateful.
1. My Girlies-Jammy and Fifi: without you and our Friday romps, my life would've shattered into tiny bits and pieces. Where have we all been?!! I miss you..
2. Boppers-there is nothing more to say other than Thank You. Tough Love/Tender Love..Only with you Mars. You and Matty are my family.
3. My Wingmen-so much has happened and so much has changed in a year and even if we rarely see each other, you have to know that you both played such an important role in my life at that point in time. Where have you gone??!! Do you even read this still?? Hahaha.. Nora, magreply ka naman-PASAWAY KA SA LAHAT. Sharon, happiness all over and sadness never-where. I'm so happy for you.
4. My Tagteam partner Bogart-I can't wait until our next adventure/misadventure. It's so much fun to "not care" (but essentially still care to an OA degree even..hehe) about the troubles that plague our parallel lives when we're together. Next victims please.
5. Doctor Mare-Bakit ba tayo nagkakaganito??! Anong bagong kaguluhan ito?!! Kakaiba na ito at ibang levels ng kaguluhan ito! Sinners raise your hands please..Hahaha :9 I'll go to Cavite or to whichever "province" you want.. If you need me, I'm there. Just as you have always been for me.
6. The Orphans-Oh the simple joys in life are made special and more meaningful because of all of you. Thank you for welcoming me with open arms and kahit meedyo OA levels na ito, thank you for always worrying about me and for checking up on me. Isaw and fishballs ulit tayo!!!
*Asong Gala/Asong Ulol--special mention ka! hehe.. Whatever it is that you feel I brought back into your life, you have to know that you did the same for me. You're so unconventional and completely out of the box and yet.. I don't know.. Hahaha :)
7. Bbitch Guru-You're crazy and sometimes I just wanna bop you on the head but I will not forget how you've been there for me too and how you're ready to fight for me at the blink of an eye always. Basta Ikaw...
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At a glance, my life looks peachy-keen but in reality, while everything seems to be falling into place, I feel as if something's still missing..I feel empty.. I can't really explain it but it's been eating me up of late. No, the fact that I am single is defintely not bothering because I am single by choice..I can't explain it. I've got a lot of things on my mind and I'm dealing with a few demons still.. but maybe I should just leave those stories to another post..
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PRETTY GOOD YEAR
Tori Amos
Tears on the sleeve of a man
Don't wanna be a boy today
Heard the eternal footman
Bought himself a bike to race
And Greg he writes letters
And burns his CDs
They say you were something in those formative years
Hold onto nothing
As fast as you can
Well still pretty good year
Maybe a bright sandy beach
Is going to bring you back
May not so now you're off
You're gonna see America
Well let me tell you something about America
Pretty good year
Some things are melting now
Well what's it gonna take
Till my baby's alright
And Greg he writes letters with his birthday pen
Sometimes he's aware that they're drawing him in
Lucy was pretty
Your best friend agreed
Still pretty good year
In a span of one year, I feel that I've gone full-circle. At about this same time last year, while it was liberating, I went through a rollercoaster of emotions (and weight loss and gain..haha) which I felt would never stop. I've obviously gotten on a different ride but somehow it still feels like a rollercoaster just the same.
I've met a bevvy of personalities this year. Some just came and went. Others are still around, lingering in the background and popping up when I least expect them to. Others have been a constant presence in my life--for which I am truly and eternally grateful.
1. My Girlies-Jammy and Fifi: without you and our Friday romps, my life would've shattered into tiny bits and pieces. Where have we all been?!! I miss you..
2. Boppers-there is nothing more to say other than Thank You. Tough Love/Tender Love..Only with you Mars. You and Matty are my family.
3. My Wingmen-so much has happened and so much has changed in a year and even if we rarely see each other, you have to know that you both played such an important role in my life at that point in time. Where have you gone??!! Do you even read this still?? Hahaha.. Nora, magreply ka naman-PASAWAY KA SA LAHAT. Sharon, happiness all over and sadness never-where. I'm so happy for you.
4. My Tagteam partner Bogart-I can't wait until our next adventure/misadventure. It's so much fun to "not care" (but essentially still care to an OA degree even..hehe) about the troubles that plague our parallel lives when we're together. Next victims please.
5. Doctor Mare-Bakit ba tayo nagkakaganito??! Anong bagong kaguluhan ito?!! Kakaiba na ito at ibang levels ng kaguluhan ito! Sinners raise your hands please..Hahaha :9 I'll go to Cavite or to whichever "province" you want.. If you need me, I'm there. Just as you have always been for me.
6. The Orphans-Oh the simple joys in life are made special and more meaningful because of all of you. Thank you for welcoming me with open arms and kahit meedyo OA levels na ito, thank you for always worrying about me and for checking up on me. Isaw and fishballs ulit tayo!!!
*Asong Gala/Asong Ulol--special mention ka! hehe.. Whatever it is that you feel I brought back into your life, you have to know that you did the same for me. You're so unconventional and completely out of the box and yet.. I don't know.. Hahaha :)
7. Bbitch Guru-You're crazy and sometimes I just wanna bop you on the head but I will not forget how you've been there for me too and how you're ready to fight for me at the blink of an eye always. Basta Ikaw...
*** *** ***
At a glance, my life looks peachy-keen but in reality, while everything seems to be falling into place, I feel as if something's still missing..I feel empty.. I can't really explain it but it's been eating me up of late. No, the fact that I am single is defintely not bothering because I am single by choice..I can't explain it. I've got a lot of things on my mind and I'm dealing with a few demons still.. but maybe I should just leave those stories to another post..
*** *** ***
PRETTY GOOD YEAR
Tori Amos
Tears on the sleeve of a man
Don't wanna be a boy today
Heard the eternal footman
Bought himself a bike to race
And Greg he writes letters
And burns his CDs
They say you were something in those formative years
Hold onto nothing
As fast as you can
Well still pretty good year
Maybe a bright sandy beach
Is going to bring you back
May not so now you're off
You're gonna see America
Well let me tell you something about America
Pretty good year
Some things are melting now
Well what's it gonna take
Till my baby's alright
And Greg he writes letters with his birthday pen
Sometimes he's aware that they're drawing him in
Lucy was pretty
Your best friend agreed
Still pretty good year
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