100

Because this is my 100th post, I think it is but-fitting for me to clue you in on (more like shamefully reveal) the origin of the title of this (ktv) blog.

But before all of that, I decided to backtrack and make a list of what made it to the soundtrack of my life in the past year or so..

1. Ghost - Indigo Girls
2. How to Save a Life - The Fray
3. Super Duper Love - Joss Stone
4. Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
5. If You're Missin' (COme on Home)- Bethany Joy Lenz
6. Fragile - Maria Mena
7. Gone - Kelly Clarkson
8. My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
9. If I Was Your Woman - Alicia Keys
10. Pretty Good Year - Tori Amos
11. Have a Little Faith in Me - John Hiatt/ Mandy Moore
* I posted this twice. Oh Ye' of lil' Faith! Tsk tsk tsk...
12. Girl Next Door - Saving Jane
13. Catch Me - In Vino
* Technically, this hasn't been played in front of a live audience...
14. Happy - Square Heads
15. Slow Down - Natalie Imbruglia
16. Escapade - Janet Jackson
17. Bad Day - Daniel Powter
18. Sa Uulitin - Mojofly
19. All I Wanna Do - Sheryl Crow
20. Beer - Itchyworms
21. Push the Button - Sugababes
22. Somewhere Over the Rainbow - Tori Amos
23. New Year - Sugababes
24. Sorry - Maria Mena
25. Ikot - Stonefree
26. Stick With You - They Pussycat Dolls
27. With You - Jessica Simpson
28. Suntok sa Buwan - Session Road
29. Beneath the Surface - Incognito
30. You Learn - Alanis Morisette
31. Fix You - Coldplay
32. I Tried to Rock You but You Only Roll - Leona Naess
33. Dying - Five for Fighting
34. Wake Up - Hilary Duff
35. Dare You to Move - Switchfoot
36. 32 Flavors - Alana Davis
37. Heaven Help - Lenny Kravitz
38. Stuck in a Moment - U2
39. A Shade of Blue - Incognito
40. Girl - Destiny's Child
41. The One You Love - Glenn Frey
42. You Make Me Sing - Karylle
43. Umagang Kay Ganda - Pops/ Noisy Neighbors
44. I Can't Make You Love Me - George Michael
45. You Oughta Know - Alanis Morisette
46. Sana Naman - Session Road
47. One & Only - Mariah Carey featuring Twista
48. We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
49. Invisible War - Julia Fordham
50. Breathe No More - Evanescence
51. Sleeps With Butterflies - Tori Amos
52. It's Like That - Mariah Carey featuring Jermaine Dupri/ Fatman Scoop
* So I really dug her Emancipation album.. :9
53. Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
54. Always On My Mind - Elvis Presley/ Fantasia Barrino

54 (55 if you count that 1 re-post) songs out of 99 entries.. not too bad but it makes for a rather dreary and uneventful life, right? I still feel as if my life is spiraling down. Maybe I haven't really recovered from the blows that have come my way in the past few months. Kung hindi nyo nahahalata kung gaano na ako talaga kalungkot, manhid kayo or magaling talaga ako magdala!!!

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UNDERNEATH THIS SMILE
Hilary Duff
*Yes! Okay! I got my blog title from one of her songs. Happy?!!
Shameful!!! Really!!! Hahaha

What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile

I have walked this earth with broken bones
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights
But when you're around my defenses go
You don't let me run away from you
You don't let me twist and turn the truth
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room

Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this
Underneath this
Underneath this smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in

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P.S.
I'm not too keen on my new blogtemp but this will have to do while I find "the ONE" for me.. :9