EMO Overload

I am a certified emotional fuckwit right now. I am honestly beginning to lose control over everything--I actually cracked at work yesterday and I know that I am capable of cracking at any given moment. Unfortunately for me, my boss even caught me in the midst of my breakdown. My life is soooo peachy-keen! Woohoo! :D --I'm being sarcastic of course!

On one hand, was able to reconnect with an "old" friend. It's been months since we last spoke for reasons I would rather leave undisclosed. I'm just glad that we were able to talk again. I guess in order to see things for what they really are, it's important to step back and step away. There's always a bigger picture. We just can't always see it.

This is for you Manokky... Thank you for reminding me that friends are friends no matter what. I'm glad to know you're still there for me. I know you're better than this, so I don't even have to say it. we both know you're gonna be okay in no time at all... :)

WALTZ
Hale

I hate the way you are
So mean to me by far
The most frigid girl
That i have ever known

You speak loudly, but
When i'm not around
You'll be just like them
So shallow and obnoxious

Please...
That's enough, That's enough...
Please...

I've said this a million times before
And i'm sick
But all that i need
And all that i bleed
And all that i care for
Is you

You said that you'd call
But time you'll be at home
But you never did
You said you did mean to

Now i'm outraged
As if we're engaged
You made me realize
I'm just your alibi

And all that i need
And all that i bleed
And all that i care for
Is you

I hate you..

*** *** ***
This is for me...
...because everytime I feel that maybe I'm doing something right, you always manage to prove me wrong...

SOMEDAY
Nina

Someday, you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think, you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Cos' Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day. I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday. someday

Right now
I know you can' t tell
I'm down and I'm not doing well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye